Renjun's niece is so cute!!!! Her name is Lauren and she is 3 years old.


We spent the whole afternoon playing n teaching her new phrases like 'doggie style' n crazy horse'.. heehee.. She speaks with an american lilt cos she stayed in US for a year.
Darren and i were her favourite ppl :)



Ren jun's new house is also damn big and super nice...totally like a resort.. we should all camp there some day! New country club:)

It's a amazing how one can be happy with friends and having lots of fun,
but when alone with lots of time to be pensive, the mood changes and there is this empty, sunken feeling right at the bottom of your gut.
Do you feel that way?

I do, sometimes.

And all thoughts will come rushing into your head, with so many questions you can't answer.
I don't answer them. I just avoid them.
Which is why I try not to be alone these days.

Heads up!

Things aren't always the way it seems..
Sigh :(

I had a beautiful dream last night.
It felt so real that i refused to get out of bed when i woke up.
I lay in bed so that i could wander off to dreamland to continue the dream. :)

This enjoyable sequence happened a few times before the howling wind disrupted it!
I had to finally get up cos the freezing wind was so unbearable even tho i wore my snuggly jacket and hid under the blanket.

HOrrid Wind!
Shall close the windows tonight. :)